Awareness As A Portal To Flow

Awareness can be seen as a methodology, a planis highly useful as a learning strategy for physical
for personal and professional achievement. It is aevents from learning how to play an instrument
way to manage change.to playing a sport, it can be used, equally well, for
Awareness arises when doing requires learning. Inany skill, even mathematics, or art, or the ability
sports, for example. As you play your sport, youto make a speech.
are not only acting it but learning about how toWhen you are doing something and just can't
act. The more fluidyour actions, the moreseem to get it, it is because, in a sense, you are
well-rehearsed your form, the better you will playnot really in your body, but outside it, feeling
it.disassociated. You are not focusing on what is
The absence of awareness is an ungraceful dancehappening, what an experience feels like. Instead
between experiencing yourself as both a subjectyou are focusing on ideas of what should be
and an object. This method makes skillhappening and you are looking at yourself in an
enhancement a challenge. The challenge arises notunsympathetic way.
because you are self-conscious, but because yourThe emphasis on what you should do, ought to
self-consciousness makes you self-critical. Whatdo, and eventually must do, is, to say the least,
makes things even more confusing is having anunnerving. Your expectation means you are in an
observer add to your own inner dialogue withimagined future time and the contradiction
comments.between where you are and where you want to
The result of all this criticism is not an improvedbe throws you off balance. In other words,
performance, but a worse one.neither your mind nor your body is processing the
Unfortunately, this is the way most people learnexisting information. Rather, it is lost in a confused
new skills. They fumble rather than flow. And thefantasy of future dexterity.
more they learn about how it should be done, theAwareness helps you to hone in on the desired
more even the fundamentals escape them.pattern. It is motivation in motion.
Somehow, despite all of this, people do learn skills,One possible reason why the obvious idea of
and sometimes become very goodat somethingawareness may appear insightful is that
that they once used to be excruciatingly bad at.awareness asks you to embrace the unknown
On the other hand, a lot of people settle forand make it your ally. It asks you to be
mediocrity or give up altogether.vulnerable. It seeks the wisdom of insecurity.
Introduce awareness into this process of learning,Ironically, as you explore this possibility, you find it
as a substitute for self-criticism, and all thetruly liberating.
dynamics shift. What was painful becomesCriticism, on the other hand, enforces the known.
pleasurable; what was embarrassing becomesIt is the struggle to embody the known and
amusing; what was serious becomes playful; andestablished theory of how something should be
what was rigid and stiff becomes pliable anddone. In other words, it makes the learning
creative.process a lot harder.
Awareness is noticing, and not trying to fixProfound learning happens when you learn through
something; it is getting into the feeling and theyourself.
sensation of something with detachment. Balance,Generally people are so disconnected from
enjoyment, learning, and performancethemselves that this feels weird.
improvement happen by themselves.The real gift of using awareness as a learning
The reason for the shift is because the attentionstrategy is not learning more faster, but learning
is taken from the left hemisphere, which ishow to dance with the movement, falling into its
verbally-oriented, to the right hemisphere, whichflow, experiencing its inner dynamics and unifying
can perceive patterns much more acutely.with it completely. It is having a time out of time
Another way of looking at it is a transference ofexperience.
a critical inner parent to a playful inner child. ASometimes, it is when you don't try hard that
parent tends to correct. A child tends to explore.you succeed more easily.
While awareness, the cultivation of silent attention,